Escape in time, due dates, projects, youth, old age, death,
Escape in life, birthdays, milestones, growing up, independence,
Escape in dreams, waking up, nightmares, day dreams,
Escape in work, interviews, deadlines, mergers, promotions,
Escape in marriage, honeymoons, divorces, kids, holidays,
Escape in games,half times, time outs, losings, winnings,
Escape in school, midterms, recess, group projects, finals,
Escape in writing, proses, plots, settings, endings,
Breaking up with life…what would make a living being want to end their life? the relationship we have with this life is not meant to be broken…the hardships of life doesnt last a lifetime, situations can change…what exactly makes people think killing themselves solves the problem, whatever problem they were having. is it your creditors, talk and negotiate with them, is it your family, take a break, take some days off and just relax, is it your workplace or office, you can always leave, is it your marriage, go for some counselling, believe me suicide is not the way, things will first be very tough and then you’ll see a change…God has a time for everything, a time to make it and a time to struggle; a time to work and a time to enjoy the fruits of your labor; a time to live and a time to die…darling you are loved by many, the world loves you, sometimes when you start to think of the end, you forget the beginning, revisit where you’ve been and where you think you could be and God will help you on your journey…God needs you, your testimony, he needs you alive to proclaim how wonderful he is…God has the master plan, your decisions and choices move you towards your destiny, if not careful too, your decisons and choices can drive you away from your destiny…that is why it is very paramount that you know who you serve that will guide you in the choices you will make that will move you closer to your destiny … stay blessed.
From the begining of the year, I’ve been praying and lamenting on a new job and new school for my masters program in nursing. well just last week, I was contacted by the school i had applied to called SUNY downstate telling me that their classes were full and I would have to apply again next year for fall, i was depressed, sad, withdrawn, a whole year just flashed before my eyes, my boyfriend is in his third semester and will probably graduate next year and i was just diassapointed in starting my first, I had not yet realize the powerful work of God in my life at that moment, you see when God yes, no man can change it. Well i was so sad but my parents taked to me and i listened, God’s time is always the best and theres no point crying now, God has another plan that is greater than mine, and when all comes to pass, he will be glorifired in my life. I got a call on friday from NYM hospital, my dream hospital and was scheduled for an interview. I had already given up in sending out my application, but by God’s grace, my frustration God has turned it all around and I am grateful. My testimonies will put the devil to shame. Rejoice with me because your heart desires will soon be realized.
Well i had a good day yesterday, a couple of my friends went to farrockaway, in queens for dance practice and our way back, we had so much fun. we talked about everything under the sun, from the traffic talsk to the toll booth flirts and also the ‘do you know’ conversations we always have on our trips. Our group is mainly myself, a college gradate, my college girlfriend and my high school girlfriend and mesh it all up and u’ve got a whole bunch of experinces to learn from, anyways, be back here again later, bout to embark on another rockaway trip to church, bye.